Etcetera

Torn

I received an update about my school evaluation last night and I’m so happy . The letter said, they’re finalizing the evaluation of my school’s record and will mail it after the finalization. I’ve been waiting for my school’s evaluation since last year and you bet this is a good news.

I’m torn right now, I want to work yet at the same time I’m unsure. Few nights ago, (out of the blue) my husband asked me if I can still take care of him if I’ll have a job. He sounded like he’s hesitant to let me work.. “Of course I’ll take care of you like what I’m doing right now, nothing will change” I said. Here comes the neophyte assuring the pro on how life would turn when she will be a working person.

I am a hardworking person ( I can say), I love to work, would you believe me if I’ll tell you that the only time I took off from work was when my grandpa died and during my visa appointment? That’s how I value my work. And through my husband’s question I realized that I need to balance  it now. But you know what, I’m positive that I can.

On the other side, he made me realize how knuckle head I was before. I don’t usually go home (parents house) during special events or when they ask me to spend time with them. I was busy with school and work. I had a 9 to 5 job monday to friday then at weekend, I had school (taking my MS when I was in Davao).
*sigh*. Oh well, I’m making up on it since last year and I surely have lesson learned.