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My day was full of mixed emotion and overall it was fine. I have no problem with my fam but I was deeply touched with the story of my friend.

How I hate her hubby for all the sufferings she’s been through and I really do hope and pray that her life will change soon. She’s a very nice person and she doesn’t deserve any single tear or heartache.

I know that married life is challenging but I guess when it comes unbearable, unbelievable and there’s physical and emotional abuse involved; you gonna have to let go of the word ‘couple’.

Don’t you think?

I know you are asking about, second chance, work it out..but things have gotten worse already though I still hope that he’ll change.

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I’m hurt…wala lang, problemang pampamilya. I just finished talking with my mom in GenSan…yun she told me that my bro hasn’t changed. He’s always been an easy go lucky guy and I always lift him up on any troubles that he had.

I went through a lot of sacrifices just for his sake pero murag wa may epekto. I guess he became a spoiled brat out of my undying support.

Nganong ingon ana man no? Why does they always take our goodness for granted? Nahiubos gyud ko..

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We are watching the coverage of 9/11 right now at history channel and its making me cry. What happened on that day was really sad.

“I never felt such sorrow for any reason”..a widower of the flight 93 said. Flight 93 was hi jacked and if not for the passengers it could have landed on the white house.

So sad… it hurts from inside out

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It’s too windy today. I just checked the weather and we have 28mph..no wonder. Also I talked with Marie earlier today and she told me that Texas has grass fires this week. They have 60mph, whew that’s strong wind. Be safe sis.

Anyway, I’ve already received my school records (last Monday). They gave me my BS degree with earned subjects in Masters, great news for hubby and me. I’ve already started posting my resume online yesterday, though I had a hard time finding an IT job here in town, I expanded my search and reached nearby town.

Hopefully I’ll get one, I’ll just cross my fingers and try to expand my search. I really want to experience to work here. To experience on how to things work here.

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I just finished talking with nanay today, nagtatampo sila kasi di daw ako nakatawag at di rin daw ako nakapagtext nung New Year. But actually, I tried..mga dalawa o tatlong oras yata akong text ng text at dial ng dial, pero di ako makakonek. I explained it to her and she understand me naman. Matampuhin si nanay ko, di lang ako maka-text she would think that I’ve neglected them na.

Haay kapag tumatanda nga naman. But anyway, nanay and I were talking about the family that we’re helping right now. This family is very close to my heart, they are the only people who showed/gave us unconditional love and care. Totoo yan. This family extended their help nung nangangailangan kami, kasi dalawa lang kaming siblings ng bro ko and si tatay naman, nag-iisang anak. Nanay has 6 siblings but they’re far from our town. The nearest relative that we have naman doesn’t seem to care. A simple gesture like watching my mom in the hospital (when she had her leg surgery) or doing the simplest thing that my dying grandpa wished…seeing him..di nila nagawa.

Here comes Uncle Ronie’s family, they are the one who’s always there, filling the spaces that I was expecting my real uncle’s and aunt’s would fill. That’s why I felt so closed with them. They showed and gave us unconditional love. I have so much love and respect for this family. Uncle Ronie, hold on tight..you’re not alone with your battle. I love you as my real uncle and please be strong and fight for your family, for your wife and kids whom I know adored you and love you…for my family who’s looking forward on spending more and more years with you and hey, I am looking forward to see you when I get home. Carlo wants to meet you also.

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It’s been days now since I’ve posted some personal rants here, uhmmm..I was a little busy and lately, I’ve been going to the gym to get some work out. I don’t want to get sick because of the weather that’s why I need to keep me healthy. Guess what, I’ll be 27 tomorrow and whew..time flies really fast..parang kelan lang..

This is not my first time to celebrate my bday without my family (parents and bro) and I’m used to it. Yeah I miss them during this time..na-mi-miss ko ang kakulitan though at the same time, I’m happy..cause I’m going to celebrate it with my hubby. First time na mag-ce-celebrate ako ng bday na magkasama kami. Sabi ko I don’t want any party or something like that, kasi kakapagod din after ng handaan. I asked him na kain na lang kami sa labas bukas, umuo naman siya.

I know all of my close friends na nasa pinas nakaalala sa araw na to and kahit malayo ako, thanks sa pag-alala. Just remember that even if I’m far, I hold you close to my heart. Thanks din sa bestfriend ko na si Anne, salamat for featuring me in your blog sis..touch ako.

Salamat po sa mga nadaan and day off ko bukas ha..hehe, in-case na hanapin nyo ko .

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Naghalo halo gyud akong gibati ron, naay nalooy, naay naglagot, naay nalingaw og naay na-imbyerna. Unsa ba ni uy. Umpisahan nako ha, natingala gyud ko sa ubang tawo ba. Abe kay nia na ko nagpuyo sa tate dayon lang og ingon nga “Hala uy datu na man ka, padala og dollar$$ be”. Nayabag na, unsa man ning tate ‘Money machine’?!? Pahak.. Imbis ganahan ta makig-istorya kay unsaon, kita baya ang uban uban sa una..pero na-discourage na man ko uy.

Unya ako bitaw tudluan unsaon pag-earn online, di pud mutuo nako…ahhh..unsa man na uy? Na kung di ka maningkamot para sa imong kaugalingon, aw wa gyo’y laing makatabang nimo. Ako baya bisan nia ra sa balay, naningkamot gyud ko. Sideline diri, sideline didto. Lisod man gud ning di ta maningkamot nya gadagan ang oras ba.

Lain pa’y ato…2 minutes ago, nagbasa basa ko sa forum nga akong gi-apilan. Naluoy gyud ko sa sitwasyon sa ubang pinay diri, naay uban nanrabaho para e-sustento sa nahabilin sa Pilipinas to the point nga wala nay mabilin sa ilaha unya naa po’y uban nga di tawon bisan kapa-check up kung naay gibati sa lawas tungod kay walay kwarta og walay insurance. Wala daw nagkuha ang bana kay mahal. Tinuod, dako gyud og gasto ang pag-petition. Maong katong pag-petition sa akoang bana sa akoa, pwerte nakong budget kay di ko gusto nga mangutang siya. Kalooy sa Ginoo ang nagasto niya kay ang iyaha lang savings, bahala og nahurot ang savings basta walay utang. Unya abe sa mga nahibilin sa Pilipinas nga ginapiko og ginapala ang kwarta diri. Hala uy, sad reality kaau. Murag gikumot akong kasing kasing nga nagbasa sa ilang mga kaagi.

Previledge lang kaayo ko kay akong bana medyo stable na unya naa sa military, tanang check up libre, tanang tambal namo diri sa balay libre..bisan kapila ka mu-refill or mu-request og another check up ok ra..libre. Naa pa jud gym nga libre, makatabang baya ni para mukusog ang immune system dili dayon magsakit. Unya pa jud kung ang check up didto sa ubang town, e-reimburse nila ang amoang nagamit na gas. Samantalang ang uban nag-antos tawon karon labaw na kay ting-tugnaw..ting-allergy. Ambot ba kung naay public health diri pero naa gani ta sa pinas, i’m sure naa pud na diri. Ahh, kahatag gani sila og contraceptives..naa pud cguro’y budget para sa sakit tungod sa panahon uy. Pero sa ako ng gikaingon, pamasin lang ni akoa kay wa man ko kahibalo.

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This song is one of my favorite..I can listen to it 24/7 without getting tired. I love the melody and the lyrics..love is truly magical.

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My heart is bleeding right now, I didn’t know that there’s a bombing gas explosion happened in Manila.I just finished reading my friend’s blog entry, she had a talk with the victims daughter. Imagine she lost her family; one sibling and both the parents.

Whew, that was a hard one..

UPDATE:

My former boss just feed me an info, he said the Phil government is UNSURE of what caused Glorietta mall 2 to explode so I need to change my word here from bombing and gas explosion to UNSURE. Thanks boss.

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I had a talk with my mom earlier today, after my husband went to work, I made a call to the Philippines. My mom is in the province right now, she went there to talk to my grandparents about some family problem.

But anyway, while we were talking, she mentioned that 2 of our neighbors died and it’s a husband and wife. The cause of death was tragic, they both died because of hunger. They haven’t eaten anything for few days. The wife died first then after 2 days, the husband died too.

What saddened me most is that, one of their son also lived in the neighborhood. He can pass by the house of his parents every morning when he goes to his work. And he wasn’t able to even say hi or give at least some minutes to check on his parents? Maybe he has his reasons but for God’s sake, pakan-a og bisitaha pud uy ginikanan gud na nimo. Di baya ka mabuhi kung dili tungod nila. Now that they needed your help, nganong ningtalikod man ka? And also, where are the other siblings? Can’t they check on their parents too?

Ang nakadiskubre sa ilang kamatayon kay ang amo ra pud silingan nga nagpuyo sa atbang sa ilang balay. Natingala intawon kay nganong wa nay gawas gawas ang mga tigulang unya dunay baho nga gikan sa ilang balay. Mao na diay to, namatay silang duha sa lunos. Ingon pa sa akong nanay, naggakos daw kuno ang mag-asawa nga namatay.

2 weeks before the incident happened, the wife went to our house to ask some rice. My parents gave her rice and some cooked viand, so both of them can eat right away hence the lady is complaining that her and her husband hasn’t eaten any food and they are both so hungry. Ninghangyo pa gyud daw ni sila nga magpadeliver og isa ka sako nga uling kay ilang gamiton, gi-deliveran pud sa akong tatay. Katong mga panahuna, ok pa man daw silang duha. Unya natingala na lang ang akong nanay nganong wa na man nakasuroy pag-usab sa among balay (kay permanente man ni siya mulaag sa balay). Mao diay, kay nangamatay na diay. I remember, when I was still in GenSan, mubisita ni siya sa among balay og muhangyo nga mukaon, amo pud intawon pakaonon kay looy man.

You know, this is really a SAD REALIZATION. We as a human being, we always tend to neglect or forget those tiny things nga maoy pinaka-importante sa atong kinabuhi. Parents will always be parents kay bisan unsa nato kasalawayon nga mga anak, labanan gihapon ta nila but then nganong sa natigulang na sila, wa man nato balusi ang ilang kaayo? We need to take care of them as they grow older, they are our responsibility. Kung unta gipangga sa anak ang ginikanan, dili sila mamatay sa ingon ani nga sitwasyon. Bisan unta og wa niya gisagop sa iyang panimalay, iya lang unta gisuportahan sa pagkaon, ambot kung makatulog ba kahaang anak ani.

In my own saga, when I was still single I worked my butt off for my family. They are my inspiration, they are the reason why I wanted to succeed and I offered every success that I had for them. Even now that I’m already married, they are still a part of me and my husbands dream. Kay bisan unsa nako ka-maldita, ang akong ginikanan mulaban gihapon nako. They love me till death and I love them till death too.

Life can never be lived backwards but only forward..there are no rewind, no replays. So we need to make the most out of it, show our care and our love to our loved ones every moment we have. Besides, our parents will always be our (as daughter’s and son’s) responsibility.

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